Francis Meyrick

Angus – We all love you so much

11/18/14

Yesterday morning, at work, I heard the stunning news. Angus, my second son, 24 years old, has taken his own life.

Words cannot convey the hurt.

Angus – we all love you so much. You were so kind, and gentle. You brightened up this world.

Through my tears, past my chest that feels as if I have a large rock in it, despite trembling fingers that keep mis-hitting keys, I am going to face too, this monster. You were beautiful, and good. It is this world that makes it so hard for young, feeling people. The world is dark, and confusing. There needs to be more light, more hope, more gentleness, more kindness. How can we do this? How can we make this world a better place to be, for feeling young people? I don’t know the answer, but each of us must try. One step at a time. This is my first, small step.

I have a YouTube video, of our holiday we had together.

Last edited by Francis Meyrick on November 27, 2014, 10:59 am