LauraEhlers

Cairo (work in progress)

July 26, 2011 in Other Writers

She sat in the rattan chair in the corner of the restaurant bar. Beads of condensation slid down the heavy leaded crystal glass, leaving a tiny puddle of ripples on the mahogany table. This was not the first ring left on the table from an icy beverage. Closer inspection revealed many years of erosion at the hands of thirsty customers and an owner that had finally given up trying to preserve the beautiful wood.

Cairo heat partnered with the humid air of the Nile danced around the nearly vacant room. The woman paid little attention, her thoughts focused on the small wedge of lime floating in the leaded glass of gin. Her long thin fingers wrapped and unwrapped the glass, interrupting the flow of droplets. Having come to an apparent decision, she closed her fingers firmly and lifted the cold drink to her mouth.

Gin, bitter yet refreshing, slid past her lips. Lips which mimicked the mauve shades of desert sand at dusk. Water droplets attempted to mingle with the alcohol. Some succeeded and slid into her mouth; others chose to slip backwards and skim down the tender tan flesh of her hand and forearm. These droplets became the new focus of her attention as she placed the glass back into its pool on the table.

Raising her arm into the air, she grazed the fingertips of the opposite hand across her flesh, wiping the droplets with a gentle swipe. Finding no napkin to dry the fingers, she placed them into her mouth and drew the chilled droplets onto her tongue to mingle with the gin and lime.

The absentminded action did not go unnoticed by the patrons sitting at the bar. Two men dressed in light colored, summer suits watched with unabashed interest. A third man, in the long white wrap of the locals sat apart from the foreigners. He slowly sipped from a cup of steaming hot coffee. His observation of the woman was less direct but equally as observant.

The men admired her auburn hair, now uncovered in the privacy of the hotel. Short unruly waves rested just above the collar of her shirt. Her straw fedora sat demurely on the table, ready for the trip outside and into the more restrictive locale.

Her skin, tan by American standards, was much paler than the deep bronze of the local women and while women worldwide enhanced their beauty with a variety of makeup, her face appeared unadorned. This was, in fact, an illusion. She wore the palest pink rouge on her cheeks and the mauve of her lips had been deepened with the help of Este Lauder.

Very little of her tan skin was actually able to be seen by the trio at the bar. She wore a white linen blouse; three bone buttons open at the throat to reveal the gentle curve of her collarbone as it slid under the fabric. The base of her neck was adorned by a single chain from which hung a fragile gold pendant holding a tiny piece of ivory. The ivory pointed downward to the curve of her breast, unseen under the linen but suggested; a suggestion that was not lost by the patrons at the bar. Upon arriving in the relative privacy of the hotel, she had rolled the sleeves of the blouse allowing her arms, from elbow to wrist, to be exposed. The contrast of the white fabric to her tan skin enhanced the delicate movement of her arms and hands.

Her legs were unseen under a long white linen skirt; yet the men had each devised an image of long slender thighs and gentle curving calves, created from the shadows and folds of the fabric where her knees crossed. Slender ankles and delicate toes peeked out of brown leather sandals. Mauve polish detailed her feet and a delicate chain loosely encircled one ankle. This ankle bobbed in tempo to the dancing heat; her tell of the nervousness she preferred to ignore.

This appearance of fragile innocence was a mirage. Innocence had deserted her years ago. She was quite aware of the effect her presence was having on the curious patrons. Their attention was gratifying but not why she was here. Her attendance at this particular hotel bar was deliberate, requested in a gently commanded invitation. And while she appeared relaxed to her admiring audience, the anticipation she felt was barely contained by the nervous movements of her fingers on the cold, dripping glass of gin.

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The letter had arrived at her hotel while she was working near the banks of the Nile. This particular assignment was with Life magazine, an unheard of amount of money had been spent to fly a talented group of photographers to the exotic locale. Never mind that Europe was gearing up for war, or that economic depression was reeking havoc back in the States, people wanted their weekly photographs; perhaps even needed them, to take their minds off the sad state of world affairs.

Celia had melted into her room, dusty and hot. Equipment bags draped both shoulders. She had slipped out of the trousers and shirt she wore while working and into the luxury of a cool tub. The porcelain bath held an obscene amount of water, especially considering the arid country from which the water came. Celia justified her extravagance on the pretense that the Nile valley was indeed quite fertile and no one wanted a sweaty American around for long. She soaked in the tub until her fingers and toes began to wrinkle and a thin line of lavender scented residue from her soap began to create a coastline up the porcelain edge.

Exiting the bath, Celia wrapped herself in one of the hotel’s generous towels. A large bladed ceiling fan blew a warm breeze, moving air from the open window. The breeze caressed her damp skin as she dried off. It was an enjoyable relief after the hot air of the desert. A knock on the door prompted her to grab a dressing gown and cinch it loosely around her waist as she grasped the knob and answered. The bell hop presented a silver plate with a letter lying as an offering upon it.

“Merci,” she sighed, grasping her robe with one hand while reaching out with the other and taking the letter. She felt certain it was from her brother, again chiding her to return to the States where her safety would be guaranteed. The bell hop muttered a response and turned away, never expecting a tip from a woman staying alone. Speculation as to what she was wearing under her robe was sufficient. The subject of her attire would win him many free drinks while sitting around the table with his friends tonight.

Celia held the envelope, examining the bold male strokes from a ballpoint pen. Celia broke the seal and began to read.
“Dearest C,
I need to see you, tonight…
The words blurred on the page as Celia clutched the delicate chain wrapped around her neck, her robe slipping open to reveal a fine shimmer of sweat coating her flesh.

The handwriting belonged to Miller.

©Laura.Ehlers10/2008

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Nursing Shoes

July 26, 2011 in Auto-biographical

Nursing Shoes

I bought a new pair of nursing shoes the other day. They are the brown slip-on variety that seems to be in vogue if you take fashion advice from a shuttle bus full of middle age women working twelve hour shifts. These shoes are a world different from my first pair of nursing shoes.

Those shoes were shiny and white. They tied up tight for extra support should you need to run down a hallway in response to an emergency. They had crepe soles so you could slip in and out of a room in the middle of the night without waking the patient that finally fell asleep with the call button clenched in his hand. There were times when they squeaked on a freshly waxed floor, usually after stepping in some questionable liquid that you told yourself had to be water…or maybe Mountain Dew. I spent hours buffing white KIWI wax into the leather on Sunday nights so no one would see the smudges acquired on the previous shifts. Those first shoes looked great but really weren’t too comfortable. When I think about it, I was a lot like those shoes.

Twenty six years ago I too was shiny and new. I didn’t want anyone to see the scuffs and smudges so there were times when I would buffer my lack of knowledge with quiet observation. I did a lot of running; usually on account of my own disorganization than any true emergency. And I squeaked aloud at times when faced with questionable situations. My support system consisted of a group of girls with equally shiny shoes and I needed those shoes to tie up tight.

Yes, these new shoes are a world different from that first pair. These shoes do not show the dirt but rather, they have taken on a weathered and worn appearance. They offer support in the arches for long days of standing, but very little running – they slip on and off too easily. They are not quiet. They make a very distinct clunking sound as I walk down the halls. I wonder what my grandmother would think of these new shoes.

She was also a nurse. Her shoes were white and laced tightly but rather than crepe soles, they had hard soles with a sensible one inch heel. In her day, nurses wore white from head to toe – dresses, stockings and caps. Nurses of her day needed that heel to remind them to stand up just a little straighter as they faced the challenges of a world where women with children rarely worked and nurses were trained. Now nurses are educated. Our jobs have evolved and the white dresses and caps were left to archives of a “good old day”. We have exchanged those early notions for scrubs and critical thinking.

I have evolved as well. I am no longer that shiny new nurse I was years ago. I don’t spend nearly as much time running because of poor organization and my support comes not from a tightly tied pair of shoe laces but from an amazing group of co-workers who freely offer their experiences and accept mine as a sort of continuing education process more easily accessed than any computer program. I let the world see the dings acquired during the day and don’t feel the need to buffer the smudges. There are still times I squeak – if only in my head – when the situation or questionable liquid calls for it but I don’t feel the need to enter a room silently in hopes of going unnoticed as I know I am there for a reason.

Yes, I think Grandma would approve of these new shoes. They are comfortable. Just like me.

©Laura.Ehlers04/26/2010

(this was an essay for Nurses Week 2010)

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“What is it that you do? “

July 26, 2011 in Auto-biographical

I have been a Recovery nurse for nine years. (Nine frickin’ years!) I never intended to be a Recovery Room nurse (of course I never really intended to be a nurse so…) I did my two year mandatory sentence on various med-surg floors then at the first opportunity I finagled my way into the OR. On occasion – read that when on call after hours – we circulators had to recover our patients. This was in a very tiny hospital, I was pretty young, and frankly, there were many other things I would rather be doing at 2AM than watching people sleep only to wake them up and give them drugs so they would go back to sleep.
As my family life changed I moved on from an on-call position and landed in the ER. Nights. I loved the ER. I never wanted to leave. Until the night when someone swapped us a half bottle of Jack Daniels for a vaginal speculum (used). The thought of someone wandering South Broadway performing drive-by PAP smears was too much. I began looking for a new position in a less ‘urban’ environment. And that is how I wound up in Recovery.
But this time, I was more mature, well voiced in medications, emergencies and medical students and I discovered that I actually enjoyed the job. The pace was good, the patients were interesting, for the most part devoid of lice and well, there are very few nursing jobs that offer hours more along the Monday through Friday range.

Of course, I am a nurse and we aren’t anything if not restless and so four years ago (this coming October) I made the move back to an urban setting. I now work in surgical recovery at a large (huge) teaching hospital.I know it sounds suck-uppy but I really do like working Recovery here. Just when you think you have seen it all, our doctors manage to figure out something new to do to our patients – and they do well! Our hours are pretty good, really – we rarely have to cover call. And, our staff is the best. Just sit back and watch a patient roll into Bay 24. That patient will be swarmed on like teenagers on a Pepperoni Pizza (free). We collectively have experience in every field of nursing and no one is stingy about sharing their knowledge – in a good way!

So, when someone removed from Surgical Recovery asks just what it is that I do I just smile and say: Why not come to the Recovery Room and Sleep with Us!

(This was the humorous version of an essay I wrote for Peri-Operative Nurses Week 2011 Having a little trouble with the formatting. Sorry!)

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